I am happy about a few things this morning and also nervous about a few things also. We set a date for the move to Florida. It is as of right now set for August the 6th. I am getting really excited about this because it is finally happening and we have been waiting patiently and planning for this for awhile now. It is going to be so good for us because our health has really gone downhill since we have been back in Kentucky and our doctors have told us both that this will be the best thing for us both to be back in Florida. Also, we had better doctors in Florida so that is another plus about moving back. Another thing I am happy about this morning is that I checked my YouTube channel and I am up to 40 subscribers. I know for some people that doesn't sound like a lot but, you have to start somewhere and I think that is a really good number. Now my TikTok has blown up because it is over 5000 so that is great there so if I can get my YouTube to blow up like that and this blog to grow like that too then man I will be really happy. I just like knowing that I am actually reaching people and that someone out there must be getting touched by my content or else they wouldn't be reading or watching what I have to say. I just want people to know that they are not alone and that everyone doesn't have the same normal like everyone else. I have a crazy normal but, for me it's normal. That is why I always say that normal is a setting on your dryer and not always a setting for your life. So what is your normal? Sometimes my normal is all over the place. One day I might have the energy to clean my whole room spotless and the next day I might not have the energy to get up. People have to learn that they cannot compare their lives to other people because when they do that is when they get depressed and start to feel bad about themselves. I know from experience because I have done this and I constantly have to remind myself not to do this. It is hard not to do this because it seems as a society that is what we are taught to do from an early age. I have tried as a parent not to do that to my children and I have tried to allow them to become their own person. Yes it has been a difficult task and I have not been perfect at all and yes I have failed at times as everyone does because no one is perfect no matter what. All you can do in life is try and as long as you are trying to be the best that you can be and you are not going around trying to hurt people while you are trying to be the best version of you that you can be then that is all that anyone can really expect of you. I have been fighting to get my disability started since 2014 because my health has been slowly deteriorating and I am not physically able to keep up with the demands of a job. I have documents proving this from all of my doctors and yet the disability board still wants to drag their feet on approving me. I am so beyond frustrated on how other people get approved in a matter of months with less proof than I have. I just don't understand. I have jumped through so many hoops that they have demanded of me and they still have drug this out. It has put so much stress and strain on us financially, emotionally, and mentally. I am by no means hating on the people that do get approved because I don't know their circumstances just as no one truly knows mine. They keep telling me they are behind on cases but, if that is the case then how are they approving new cases without first taking care of the cases that have already been waiting years. That is what I don't understand. I feel like the people that are waiting should be taken care of first before the new cases are even looked at but, of course, that is just my opinion. I'm sure everyone has their own opinion on the subject. I just wish they would make a decision one way or the other so I would know where I stand and that way I would know what to do next. Because if they deny me this time I have to start all over from the very beginning and that is something that I do not feel is fair. Well, I better close for now. If anyone wants to find me on YouTube just go to https://youtu.be/dUjJ-hpevLA That is one of my latest videos you can watch and then you can like and then subscribe to my channel if you would like to please. If you like my blog please keep reading and you can comment on any of them that you read and give me some ideas on things that you would like me to write about. Have a wonderful day and stay safe.
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